WW8

random no. 4

actually i wanted to write a post about J.O.M only. but, after delaying delaying and delaying, the feelings of writing the post with the happy heart faded away. ^_^

28. last week, before off to the Northern Part of Peninsular Malaysia, i tried to cook something delicious. but, the result of my trial wasn't delicious. i was very frustrated. haha. i won't try over that again. it was durian crepe. what is more, after J.O.M, a friend of mine uploaded hers! her durian crepes looked ok. T_T congrats to her. huuu... pictures? i ain't gonna upload them for this entry. keep them for next entry of worldless wednesday.

29. J.O.M. what's that? stands for Journey of Muslims.

banner for the program. nice! ahah.

it's part 5 for brothers. for sisters,  it's the first one. alhamdulillah. everything went well. initially, i refused to join because this time they're going to the North. i'm studying there. so, i felt like, would it be the same? ohoh. ARROGANT me.

but, my teacher coaxed me to go. just few lines. ohoh. yeah. i'm makan pujuk jenis orang.

first three: morning from the peak of Titiwangsa to Sg. Petani
last two: dusk at Kuala Perlis

it was never the same. the journey.... personally, this journey.. how to describe... it's just... ok. meaningful. precious. ohoh.

i saw the beauty of ukhuwah there.

war museum. never be there before, even though studying in Seberang Perai.

i felt the happiness of looking at people i'd known since in the childhood walking in the path of DnT. together. yeah. my tears did gather through the journey.

the participants mostly were the juniors  from the secondary school i attended. knowing them, being with them, made the heart.. in Malay i said it perasaan semangat menggebu-gebu bahagia. like cotton candy.

i learnt so much through J.O.M. alhamdulillah. alhamdulillah. alhamdulillah.

because before i join J.O.M i felt it's like trouble (it's not because of joining the J.O.M actually.. huhu), then, i found it's the better best.. i had this phrase along the journey with me, blessing in disguise. 

30. 2 days ago. i was watching TV. it was before 6 p.m. ayah suddenly invited me to follow him to go to the durian orchard. i wanted~~ but i was reluctant because the drama i'd been following about to start. -_-" ayah said, "sampai bila tak habis tunggu cerita tu..." eheh. expected. so, ok. i went. with Junaid, Muhammad and ayah.

let's go~

walking to collect durian, i was like... i felt like going to a camping site. haha. the experience of mukhayyam (camping) in the previous July came into my mind. the orchard seems like that; jungle. ohoho.

after durians collected, i asked ayah to go near the river bank.

 ^______^ i wish i could go nearer and touch the water.

last, let's go home.

#ihavetosearchforrecordingoftoday'sMHIsinceididn'twatchthatupdatingthisblog. omg.

random no. 3

17. i actually intended to post a dedication entry for yummy, yesterday. happy belated bday sister. :) our prayers always with you sister. just letting you know that you have your own significance/effects in my life, in a way i can't describe and you mayn't realise. :)

18. i just... i'd looked wrongly at the calendar when someone's telling me her important date! oh my! lucky me. i will be with her, insya Allah. ;)

19. kids. i don't know how to tackle them. :( yeah. i prefer to handle secondary school students rather than primary school students. i told the interviewer that time!!

20. May. many things that i wish can be remembered by me all the time actually happened in May. kohf. kohf. omo..

21. i advised myself to not looking back behind me. but, i keep looking back. i found that one my school buddies once said to me to come to her home when i passed my driving license. i'm now a competent driving license holder... thus, to go to her home will be in my list.

22. still remember my randomies no. 8? i found this, yesterday.

23. another duckcapture from facebook.

24. no events outside my hometown. err... i meant. no TOF this year. no Himpunan 1000 Jiwa 1 Hati this year. TOF - obviously no extra budget. :P boo at me. meanwhile, 1kJ1H is about the date. 31st December will be the first date the office gonna distribute new room keys for hostel residents. so, i wish i would be the first person among the residents at the third floor since i want to be the first person opening the reserved room. hahahah.

25. kitchen project. durian crepe!!! please suggest me instant whipped cream brand that is easy to be found in Kelantan specifically. or u can suggest me the best brand for the milk that will be delicious making whipped cream. i hope ur suggested brand won't be in the boycott list. =3

26. sew. i wish i can learn using the sewing machine. ummi's making me skirt. ahah! i like! i just wanna learn to sew a baju kurung manually using hands. i am serious. if u know anyone willing to teach somebody young to inherit her talent, please tell me. i am willing to spend my holidays with her!!

27. this advertisement is for anyone  living in Kota Bharu. please come.

ok. that's all for this entry. my randomies. ahah.

it's 2.30 A.M.

bismillah.

i can't sleep. :-s even yesterday, at this hour too, i was forcing myself to be sleeping in the bed. rolling to left. then, to the right. until i just fell asleep unconsciously. my day began with a tiring feeling since i forced my brain to sleep. yes. i found that way to sleeping is tiring. don't you? :-s

okeh. since i can't sleep, i think i should use this time to update this blog. actually, i'd planned to update after the first paper.

to compare my 'eid in zulhijjah to the previous year, alhamdulillah. this year i'd experienced the better one. :)

yeah. my entry in last year (click) didn't really describe my 'eid by words. i only uploaded two photo collages. coloured and black and white versions.

thus, in this entry... er. how to start?

i actually planned to celebrate this 'eid with my beloved usrahmate, k.mimi in her village at Bukit Tembaga. but, at the eleventh hour, i'd received a message that we'd another hour to be spent with the lecturer.......... i was... hm. pasrah is the word in Malay. what to do. hu. it's okay.

i stayed here in the campus with other friends. yeah. there're many others of my classmates, batchmates, campusmates were here in the campus. ^_^ no woes.

my classmates and i, immediately planned something to do on the day of 'eid. we went to the mall to buy groceries to cook our 'eid food. ah-ha. we planned to make Nasi Lemak for 'eid breakfast and Soto for dinner. :)

what is more, what made me so lighten up was that most of us had the excitement and desire to perform 'eid prayer this time. i was so happy. we put efforts for it. may Allah guard us from sins on the day of 'eid.

after the 'eid prayer, we brought the food we'd cooked to the TV room (where we watch TV in the hostel).

our sambal didn't have garlic. we only managed to provide hot lemon tea for ourselves. pandan leaves plucked from my hostel center yard. banana tree's leave plucked from another block of hostel backyard. and, yes. we break the college rules. ~

oh. the first thing made me felt this 'eid experience precious was that on the first night of 'eid, i heard the sounds of takbir from the campus surau. the absence of takbir sounds was one of the reasons i felt so empty in the previous year. ^_^

 if u're to ask me, why are you very concern about the takbir? urm. i don't know how to explain this with the reference of hadith or anything related to textual evidence in this deen. urm. but, in the previous year 'eidul-fitri celebration i found myself frustrated i couldn't really do the takbir on my own. and for 'eidul fitri, it's short time limit to takbir. so, i was looking forward for 'eidul-adha. b'coz after the 'eidul-adha, we've Tasyriq days. that means we've extra days for takbir on the Tasyriq days. ^_^ to hear the takbir is my excitement, at this moment. alhamdulillah. :) thus, for this year, in Malaysia, we have about 15 hours to go for 'eid takbir. :)

in the afternoon of Zulhijjah 10th, my friends received calls and SMS telling us we got some food from our beloved batchmate living in Guar Perahu. the durian crepe was very delicious!

we finished the food after 'asr. so, we assumed that was sufficient to be counted as dinner. yeah. i too was so full! and i think it's barakah that our stomach really took those food as dinner. (i didn't ask my friends regarding this, but it seemed that nobody asked for dinner at the night.) :)

we postponed the Soto plan for the next day breakfast.

our Soto. the soup got chicken flavour with no chicken! kohf. kohf. garlic... at last. ^_^ for the sambal before, we finished cooking the sambal before 'eid prayer. the garlic, we took after the 'eid prayer. hu. bergedil. can't really be called as bergedil since no meat mixed with the potato. so, i named them as potato cakes. :D

so, that's it. i think i have written the points i wanted to highlight for my 'eid in this Zulhijjah. :)

for those who asked me,

"why didn't you return to your hometown for 'eid?" 

or anything with the same meaning.

i don't have a direct answer for that inquiry. honestly. it's just my feeling i don't wanna go back. nervous for examinations is one of the feelings. urm. and this time, it doesn't have any relation to my escapism plan. :D no. it's not escapism. my sisters; Yummy, Lala and Yiba didn't return either. Ahmad, definitely wasn't coming home.

and, deep inside, i do miss home. kohf. kohf. within these two-three days, i too did feel uneasy toward ummi and ayah for not going back home. er... but, i can't promise that i will be home for next year. because i did make du'a to experience better 'eid in Zulhijjah again here. err... i did tell myself, don't expect too much and don't be too ambitious. :)

urm. in this Zulhijjah, i was disturbed by unknown numbers. :( what a test of life. within this one week, there're already two. i'm not asking for more.

urm. every time i feel i'm disturbed with those disturbance related to  ikhtilat thingy, i say this line,
"stop playing games with my heart". yeah. a line from a song by BSB. and i too will remember this quote of k.'Aisyah Amaran, 2011 - Itu dulu. Nak katanya : JAGA IKHTILAT terutama bila sesuatu "mengerumuni" hati.
and i realized that i didn't really jaga my ikhtilat currently. tett. ok. that's it.

my eyes still wide-open.

it's the morning of 'eid. Zulhijjah 10th, 1433. waiting for 'eid prayer. :)

oh.

i would like to express my gratitude to everyone who had involved in my 'eid experience this year. :) may Allah bless us.
may Allah guide us.
forever.
while we're alive.
may Allah live us with faith.
till we die.
may Allah take us while we're in the faith.
till we enter the Jannah. (amin! insya Allah)
may Allah put us in the Jannah with faith in us.
bittaufiq wannajah for the exams! :)

till then. 

WW6

listen.

since Ramadhan 14th, 1432, i've been listening to:
.Salaam by Sami Yusuf.
.Ramadhan by Brothers.
.Rumahku Syurgaku by Hijjaz.
.Odei Anak by Raihan.
.Anak Soleh by Rabbani.
.Keluarga Bahagia by Saujana.
.Keluarga Bahagia 2 by Saujana.
.Cintailah Ilahi by Inteam.
.You and I See by UNIC.
.Senandung Al-Fatihah by Nur Irsyad.
.Insaan by Hamza Namira.

:)

listen for pleasure and listen for feeling it, is very different.
for example, when i listen to Rumahku Syurgaku, i remembered that i once memorized that song during my schoolhood; years ago~
sing it because i memorized it got different feeling when sing it with a heart. :D
am telling ya the truth. :)
am i homesick? hm.... dun think so.
it just... ehm...
sing a song with heart means to take note words in the lyrics.
understand the message. :)
family. :)
comparing singing the song as a little girl and a growing up girl;now, i feel... hm. how innocent was i. how ignorant was i.
now, i just. i really want to make it real. :)
anak solehah. what is it? by singing anak solehah i can be good? naahh. shall never be.

it's Ramadhan. :)

di Ramadhan Ya Allah,
rahmatMu kurasa
kubanyakkan beribadah
kutahu maghfirahMu melangit tinggi~

semoga beroleh maghfirah
moga kitakan jadi
hamba yang setia

andainya ini Ramadhan terakhir bagiku
kuharap ianya kan membelaku
di akhirat nanti~ (Brothers)

a human being inside you and me
a human being who has a dream and an aim
a human being who loves and never hates
a human being who has hope for a better tomorrow
INSAAN (Hamza Namira)

ibu bapa bahagia
kalau anak-anaknya
menyayangi mentaati dan memuliakan mereka
rasa kasih murni antara suami isteri
boleh rosak jika masing-masing tidak berakhlak
cinta murni antara anak-anak dengan ibu bapanya
diikat kuat oleh cinta tabi'i (Hijjaz)

ayam makan ayam.

ha. percaya tak? ayam makan ayam? tak percaya???

alahai. aku tak ada kamera tadi nak snap gambar tu.

lebih kurang 30cm dari ayam yang makan ayam tu, kucing makan ayam.

aku sebelum ni memang dah agak tertanya-tanya, ayam makan ayam tak eh? maka, pagi tadi, terjawab sudah. ayam makan ayam!

macam mana boleh jadi macam tu?

semalam aku telah membeli dua ketul extra drumsticks for encik no. 9 dan no. 10. namun, mereka tidak makan dua ketul tersebut. hari ni, ragu-ragu aku nak makan. bagi la makan kucing yang no. 8 tu suka sangat. tapi, kucing bunting tu ambil seketul sahaja. maka, ada ibu ayam ni lapar jugak, datang patuk-patuk drumstick saudara dia sendiri. hm. tiba-tiba nampak terjemahan surah al-hujurat. :)

hari ini, aku terkenang zaman lepas SPM sebelum sambung belajar. being a homemaker. hm.

aku tiba-tiba rasa perubahan aku ada kaitan dengan tinggal di hostel. aku punya statement dalam kepala pagi tadi, "tinggal di hostel buat aku makin jual ikan."

namun, aku terbanding pula asrama pertama aku dan asrama kedua. kenapa ketika di asrama pertama tu, aku rasa bahagia eh? err. bukan kedua tu tak bahagia. tapi, rasa dia macam lain. haha. ala. sebulan, mana nak tau berubah ke tak, ye? baik. baik.

sebenarnya, bukanlah tinggal di hostel penyebabnya. haha. cuma, sedikit sebanyak, rutin di situ buat kita jadi terbiasa. alah .. tegal biasa. aku lupa dah peribahasa !! parah. parah.

rutin di asrama yang sangat la bagi kesan negatif apabila balik rumah, tak buat kerja orang lain. ya lah. di asrama, tempat kau, kemas sendiri. meja kau, pandai-pandai kau. sekali lagi, logik aku menolak. haha. ok la. bukan pasal tempat. bukan pasal meja. sebab semua tu tetap berkongsi. laundry business. yeah.

am calling U

tutup topik. aku merapu.

tadi, pergi kedai buku. oh la la. banyak buku. main objective is planner 2011. :D tapi semua aku tak berapa berkenan. -.- nak masuk ular pop, tapi, fikir, nak sumbang kepada ekonomi melayu yang islam. =.- lepas tu, usha novel. ilham hamdani dah ada adik penulis rupanya. hamzah hamdani. (pandai2 je aku) :D nampak novel Jhumpa Lahiri!!! oh my. tapi harganya tu, cun la. dicongakkan, RM36.00. kedekut tak aku? aku tau, aku kedekut. tambah lagi, 2 bijik buku aku beli masa date dengan ayah kat Carrefour hari tu pun tak khatam lagi. English jugak. :D lepas tu, aku nampak lagi.

weih!!! novel DBP!!! susah tahu nak jumpa novel DBP dijual open begitu. pesta buku je aku selalu jumpa. DBP baru buka pasaran ke luar ke? aku pun apa lagi, terus belek. nak beli JS nye novel, kakak-kakak aku galak memborong hari tu. tak pasti tajuk mana belum dibeli.

ayo ayo...

masalah sikit kedai tu, novel DBP tu dia tak letak harga. aku pun buat confident tanya akak cashier. ada diskaun. dapat la RM18.00. tajuk apa ya buku tu? tema dia budak lelaki pandai, aktif di sekolah tapi kurang perhatian daripada ayah. menarik tak? :) cikgu... hm.

ada sebuah novel ilham hamdani aku terasa nak beli. anekdot belakang tu agak tak boleh pergi (blah). ha. ha. harga dia lebih kurang je dengan Lahiri tu. hu.

*teringat tuzki punye emoticon*

i wanna tell you sometimes i feel like we've killed the world
don't wanna leave you like no mercy at all...

driving skill aku sangat teruk. =.= aku benci aku yang memandu. tapi aku suka! 0_0 boleh pergi la. heh. entah.

when they ask about ME
my servants, I AM NEAR...

o ye. aku dah buang nasyid hari tu. :)

aku dah jadi mak cik. sebab classmate aku masa sekolah rendah dahulu sudah menimang cahaya mata sulung pada 10 November lepas. nak pergi ziarah dia! baby is innocent and pure. heh. silalah faham. bersih dari dosa.

take one step toward ME
I will come running to you

classmate aku yang sekarang pula, salah seorang akan akad nikah 19 November. aku nak pergi kenduri dia! :) kenduri akhir tahun ini, di Kedah juga. tahun lepas, pergi kenduri di Kedah dah. :)

esok, ada jamuan di sekolah menengah. ketika memandu tadi, tiba-tiba rasa macam segan-segan. ha. sekarang, nampak pantai. jom?

buku alam Jin sebenarnya seronok juga kan? ini adalah pengaruh Xarine yang menulis pasal Yuda tu. aku ni, cakap je lebih, padahal baru sampai m/s 42. :D

tengok Korean drama dengan no. 3 dan no. 6 malam tadi. aku sangat la concern pasal bahasa inggeris translation dia tu. tolong la weiii. grammatical errors crazy banyak!!! tak boleh menahan aku. dalam hati, siapa la yang translate ni? takkan la company cerita ni tak pilih elok2? tolong la wei! entertainment. entertainment jugak. bahasa tu kena jaga! *oh. semangat bahasa?* haha. minta maaf! :D

tiba-tiba aku jadi macam mempraktikkan ilmu linguistics aku ketika menonton drama Korea. o la. la. la. Language Description. heh. tiba-tiba terfikir, agaknya, satu hari nanti akan ke exam subject tu di lakukan dengan cara menonton drama?

"watch the drama and identify the errors in the translation."

ha. ha. seronoknya! hisy. tiba-tiba nak jadi Menteri Pendidikan. Pendidikan i would say. dan, sesiapa yang nak belajar dalam bidang apa-apa, mestilah dia itu mencintai bidang itu! :D

sebab belajar tanpa hati, susah la. pernah tonton 3 idiots? silalah tengok. dia highlightkan isu hati dalam belajar ni. :) jangan la leka tengok tarian2 dia. skip aje yang itu. aku tengok pun kerana projek Social Studies. :D thanks k.muna.

aku cuba sampaikan kepada kawan-kawan aku ketika study. lebih kurang gini,
"kenapa kita boleh ingat jalan cerita sesebuah novel dengan baik walaupun hanya sekali baca? sebab kita baca dengan hati. sebab tu kita boleh ketawa, menangis masa baca novel. try baca buku tu macam baca novel."

subjek Social Studies masa tu. ha. ha. ha. kawan aku tu buat-buat menangis dan ketawa. haha. aku saja je masa tu. santai aja. siksa tahu menunggu habis exam. bukan nak jawab sangat, nak balik! untuk SS ni, nak study je, akan keluar ayat ini, "kena bersosial dulu ni" dengan nada gurauan biasa. he.

kesimpulan, dalam aku punya pelajaran kan, aku rasa, literature la paling boleh hayati dengan hati. ha. ha. :) aku memang suka sastera. sejak bila? aku tak perasan untuk hal ini. :)

itu sahajalah.

sukanya berada di rumah pada hari persekolahan. :) bila lagi ya?

eh. jom puasa.

Daripada Ibnu ‘Abbas r.a bahawa Nabi s.a.w bersabda bermaksud, “Tiada suatu hari pun, amalan kebaikan padanya mempunyai kelebihan melainkan pada hari-hari ini – iaitu 10 hari Zulhijjah. Para sahabat baginda bertanya, ‘Tidak juga Jihad pada jalan Allah (mengatasi kelebihan Hari-hari tersebut)? Ujar Baginda, Tidak juga Jihad di jalan Allah kecuali seorang yang keluar dengan jiwa raga dan hartanya dan tidak membawa pulang apa-apa pun (kerana habis disumbangkan untuk memenangkan agama Allah)”. (HR Imam Bukhari)

Dari Ibnu Umar r.a. bahawa Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, “Tiada suatu haripun, amalan kebaikan padanya mempunyai kelebihan melainkan pada hari-hari 10 Zulhijjah ini, oleh kerana itu perbanyakkanlah padanya tahlil (La Ilaha Illa Allah), takbir (Allah Akbar) dan tahmid (Alhamdu Lillah)”.
(HR Imam Ahmad)

Dari Abi Qatadah r.a. bahawa Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, “Puasa pada hari Arafah, saya mengharap Allah akan menghapuskan (dosa) setahun yang lalu dan setahun yang mendatang”
(HR Imam Muslim)

kredit: The Dawn Will Cut The Dark

c.a.r.e.

c.a.r.e? C.A.R.E? c.a.r.e? C.A.R.E?

omo. it's a name of a non-government organization. urm. omo. why am i tal typing about this? my task about CARE is not finished yet. he. he. k.Muna assigned me the task. dush. it was last week. supposed to be sent by today (mengikut perkiraanku la). i had the references. but, it's very hard to say no to my pillow... my bed... to the narita... the blanket... ha. ha. it's hard to say no to those books too. i had built a building using the books i wanna read! haha. still, i read those on the rack apart of the building. i want to snap a picture, but i don't know where the camera is. and i'm reluctant too. ha.

about 4 days ago, chatted with maryam. just wanna know the meaning of jawa (or java?) sentence in her facebook. -.- i remembered echa, my quartersmate before, "napata kuriheng?" hehe. and asma'. "amit amit". then she asked to guess. i don't know the language. i failed. she 'denda' me to read do'a rabithah. the thing is, after that, i found a book at ayah's work area entitled "Syarah Do'a Rabithah" Saudaraku, Kuhadirkan Wajahmu dalam Do'aku by Muhammad Lili Nur Aulia. i don't finish reading this book yet. ^.^

samihah is gonna have the JPJ test on the same day with me. she's taking the test for second time. omo. i'm nervous. takut... a. ha.

apa lagi nak tulis weih?

hahaha. nak taip entri panjang-panjang la. why? sebab sidebar kat tepi tu lebih dari entri. jadi nak entri saksama panjangnya dengan sidebar! hahaha!

yesterday, i had edited the blogs i'm following. after delete there, add here, there're 100 blogs i'm following! terer ah.

i had edited the sidebar as well. can you see what have disappeared? few things. if you can guess the right things, i will give you... nak bagi apa? tak ada apa-apa.

hurnm. i have laughed many times here. ah... ops..

yesterday ummi was on via googletalk. ummi chatted with me. yes. ummi chatted with me. ha. i don't know what to ask to ummi. furthermore, she thought i was yiba. haha. yiba was on too using our elder sisters' old-thick-authentic acer. hahaha. laughing again. i should keep away from computer. since i don't know who should i chat with via YM. what are beneficial things i can do via facebook, friendster, blog? haha.

o yeah. about my previous skill (what the...?) school. the A.I.S.S. it has been a very long time too i don't visit it. i saw a picture in Anis's camera, there is a pavement (is it really pavement? the bricks... i don't know what is the real name is). ha. teachers park their cars there.

ok. i will close (--") end this entry with CARE information.

CARE ( Campus Environmentalist ) — adalah komuniti penggerak (aktivis) yang terdiri daripada mahasiswa/i IPT yang menumpukan kepada gerakkerja pendidikan, pemuliharaan dan pemeliharaan alam sekitar. Aktivis CARE akan membentuk satu keorganisasian yang mampu untuk mengupayakan diri dan masyarakat serta berkesedaran tinggi dalam konteks mengenalpasti masalah alam sekitar, mencari sumber dan punca masalah, bertindak dan memikirkan tindakan yang dirasakan wajar atas permasalahan atau isu yang timbul serta menyedarkan masyarakat luar tentang tanggungjawab bersama yang harus dimainkan bersama dalam usaha mencapai kehidupan yang sejahtera di atas planet bumi yang satu ini.
source : http://care[ai][pi][ti][bi].blogspot.com/

so long.

o yeah. it is two weeks already i'm home. i had cooked caramel pudding. i had cooked ntah-apa-apa-punya-ayam-and-beef. ha. ha. several days ago, i threw garlic, onion, into the kuali. followed by chicken (chopped), oyster sauce, ketchup (read: kicap), white and black pepper. it's delicious. he. he. today, i threw garlic, onion again into the vision. then, i threw the beef (chopped) and water. then, i put cabbages, serai, ginger, limau purut. hahaha. i put the serai, so that i can taste it's taste and smell it's scent. but i put it very sedikit. ha. (vocab teruk!) the ginger, i don't know why the heaven i put it. limau purut, for the taste and scent too. (ada ke guna word scent? --") and yiba ate a slice of limau purut!!

that's all.

so short. ;p

mereka pulang.

gambar ini malam 2 syawal 1429.

mereka pulang.

lala pulang pada 090404.

yummy sampai pagi-dekat-tengahari 090420.

petang 090421 pulak, encik Ahmad Ibrahim pulang.

090422 pulak, subuhnya han-momo tiba mengejut. :P ku sangke sabtu, rupanya rabu!

tengahari 090422, ayah flew to KL.

maka, dengan ini, rumah ini penuh! petang ini, ayah balik~

FULLHOUSE.

yummy dan momo bawak balik buku bergunung-gunung. aku, buku yang dah sedia ada pun belum habis.
heee... pulak tu tak sedar diri nak berebut dengan diorang [kakak-kakak aku] baca buku yang baru.

buku-buku yang aku sedang mula baca,
- odisi bulan biru
- 1001 things every teen should know before they leave home (or else they'll come back)

itu lah buku baru yang aku sudah mula baca. dan buku yang sudah aku habis baca semalam,
alhamdulillah, tajuk dia Antara Hari Ini dan Semalam (baina al-yaum wa al-ams). buku ni dah lama nak ikutkan. tapi aku baru nak baca + momo bawak balik semula.

ada je lagi buku yang dari bulan satu yang belum aku baca. Letters to Jerusalem! belum habis-habis
lagi.

pastu buku yang agak slow perjalanannya ada dua lagi. ha. banyaknya~

jadi, SALAH untuk AKU, katakan BOSAN! aku banyak kerja lagi nak kena buat.

banyak lagi aktiviti aku kena buat!

kerja-kerja homemaker, alhamdulillah, kembali normal minggu ini. alhamdulillah.

buku-buku jugak banyak sangat menunggu untuk dibaca. satu almari! --" hati, wal 'asr... wal 'asr...

semalam, ziarah Tok Wan lagi. aku bawak Muhammad. budak tu tengah krisis dengan Ali masa tu.

kali ni, jalan kaki. hehe. Tok Wan ada tetamu ; saudara kami jugak. tapi pertalian yang bagaimana
aku tak jelas. hehe. tapi, bila nampak aku dengan Muhammad,

mak cik itu bertanya, "ini maryam ke fatimah?"

aku, --"

dua orang tu je saudara-mara kami yang veteran kenal! --"

baru duduk sekejap, Muhammad pun, "jom balik." 0_o bertuah punya cicit!

sesungguhnya, nikmat yang selalu kita lupa, nikmat sihat dan masa lapang!

diriku mahu beransur dulu.

oh ya,
terima kasih bagi mereka yang telah aku tag yang telah menjawab tag tersebut.
cik asilah, k.nadiah, asma', mitsui, muna 'adilah. mcdah dan doc ummu, belum buat rasanya.
^-^ tak paksa pun. aku tak berapa suka gak nak sambung tag-tag kat orang. bergantung kepada
jenis soalan. he. he. he. tapi, aku suka orang tag aku! hee..

okay.

Bacalah dengan (menyebut) nama Tuhanmu Yang menciptakan,Dia telah Menciptakan manusia dari segumpal darah. Bacalah, dan Tuhanmulah Yang Paling Pemurah,Yang mengajar (manusia) dengan perantaraan kalam. Dia mengajarkan kepada manusia apa yang tidak diketahuinya.
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introduction.

alhamdulillah, hari ini dengan izinNya aku berjaya buat kerja-kerja seorang homemaker a.k.a domestic engineer a.k.a suri rumah a.k.a bibik? ha. ha.

kiranya, separuh baru lah. i feel good and satisfied with my works. :)

namun, pada sebelum itu diuji sedikit. alhamdulillah, aku tidak melatah. aku telah tertinggal untuk ke bengkel belajar memandu. ^-^" aku dah keluar awal-awal lagi. kemudian tengok jam. banyak masa lagi. jadi, aku masuk rumah dulu. dalam 30 minit kemudian, aku turun. ditaqdirkan, elok aje aku turun satu SMS tiba. daripada rakan yang juga ambil lesen [insya Allah sasaran lasso aku. ^-^]. setelah berbalas dua SMS, aku call cikgu. lala. cikgu dah tunggu sebenarnya. adeii... tak apalah. ada hikmahnya kan? ^-^

antara hikmah yang aku dapat simpulkan, aku dapat buat kerja-kerja house keeping! ;)

aku minta tunjuk ajar seorang kawan yang sudah tiga bulan menjadi suri rumah. aku ikut je la susunan kerja yang dia bagi.

1 - laundry thingy

2 - kitchen

3 - lain-lain kawasan dalam rumah ; bilik dan tandas serta kerja ; mop, sapu etc

4 - luar rumah ; halaman

5 - laundry thingy

6 - chef.

hehe.

alhamdulillah laundry aku berjalan dengan baik. cuma ada sedikit lagi. ^-^ kitchen, alhamdulillah. lain-lain kawasan, alhamdulillah except upstairs. ^^" halaman;luar rumah, belum. insya Allah esok. chef, hehe... belum. dah lama rasanya tak memasak makanan berat nih. lalala.

dan sepanjang buat kerja ni, aku nampak syahadatul haq. ya. house keeping pun salah satu syahadatul haq. bersih-membersih, itukan sebahagian daripada iman?

aku, sebagai seorang anak, adik dan kakak, insya Allah aku juga ingin ihsan kepada mereka. ihsan itukan berbuat baik? takkan masa qurban je nak ihsan?

"Dan Tuhanmu telah perintahkan supaya engkau tidak menyembah selain kepadaNya semata-mata dan hendaklah engkau berbuat baik kepada ibu bapa . jika... (hingga akhir)"
[17:23]

dalam pada itu, aku terbayang seorang bibik... seorang suri rumah yang memang suri rumah... seorang ibu... apatahlagi ibu bekerjaya yang tidak mempunyai pembantu. alangkah besarnya sumbangan mereka ini. maksud aku disini... ya. kerja-kerja rumah ini sebenarnya yang banyak membantu kelancaran kehidupan harian kita. contoh mudah, laundry thingy. kerja-kerja pakaian itu. sekiranya, tidak ada yang menguruskan daripada mencuci sehingga menyediakan untuk dipakai semula, adakah dapat kita jalani hari dengan selesa? :)

^-^

satu benda aku belum dapat baiki. MARAH. oh... sungguh aku masih belum dapat menahan marah! ya. hadith itu... la taghdhob. ya, orang KUAT ialah orang yang MENAHAN MARAH. die hard in jihad, be a mujahidah! tolong letak cermin depan saya ketika saya marah!!