perhaps, a good ending caused a better start (part two)

*eyes closed*

*inhale*

*exhale*

*eyes opened*

where were we? oh. day two of TOF. ok. let's continue. :)


Dec 25th, 2011

since the former day ended unpleasantly for us the three sisters, we did our best to make the next day better. :) expecially i myself because i.. i was like the planner. hu. still, we knew what Allah's fixed for us would be the best. :) have faith.

about 7.30 a.m., we're ready to go down. i'd arranged something with a teacher that used to be teaching us generally, me to be specific. mlmh Zantinita. :) it's been quite a time i didn't chat with her, exchange news with her... :) i keep updating about her thru her blog. :) i do stalk people i love. ok? ha. ha. ok.

*SOQ*

therefore, after done the payment thingy with AI, and shake-hand-and-hug with her, her mom, sister and others, we went down. just few seconds later, our mlmh arrived. :) with her Kenari. she brought us to which Presint, i don't remember, but, there's a pool there. :) she treated us. XD so, i chose hot cook (read: masakan panas) XD Yiba took soto, Lala took moi (nasi air? bubur?), i took lontong. we had a good conversation. thinking backwardly about the conversation, i felt i'm a grown-up girl. :D we talked about working world... working sectors; govt & private... our mlmh had experienced both sectors.. and i'm in training with govt sect and my elder sis and younger
sis are in private sect training. ^__^ it also realized me how fast time passed... urm. maybe not about the speed of time passing over me, but time has passed thru a long path... just enough for us to have an adult conversation. :) one more but, no marriage topic. :)

then, mlmh sent us to PICC with another promise to have lunch together if there's nothing up.

we went straight to the workshop with Dr. Har. :) i wasn't enthusiasistic, b'coz i think that i'd attended her talk once in the year before... he. that proud me. i did my best to enjoy the talk! :) alhamdulillah, i did it!

there're numbers of question in me answered too! :) Women in the eyes of God; where do they stand?

dr. Har said, stay tall and proud,

Whoever works righteousness, man or woman, and has Faith, verily, to him will We give a new Life, a life that is good and pure and We will bestow on such their reward according to the best of their actions.

(The Bee, 16:97)

we've SPIRITUAL EQUALITY

And their Lord hath accepted of them, and answered them: "Never will I suffer to be lost the work of any of you, be he male or female: Ye are members, one of another: Those who have left their homes, or been driven out therefrom, or suffered harm in My Cause, or fought or been slain,- verily, I will blot out from them their iniquities, and admit them into Gardens with rivers flowing beneath;- A reward from the presence of Allah, and from His presence is the best of rewards."

(The Family of 'Imran, 3:195)

within the sphere of life; seeking knowledge and partners,

And among His Signs is this, that He created for you mates from among yourselves, that ye may dwell in tranquillity with them, and He has put love and mercy between your (hearts): verily in that are Signs for those who reflect.

(The Romans, 30:21)

we're DIFFERENT yet EQUAL but SPECIAL

By (the mystery of) the creation of male and female;- Verily, (the ends) ye strive for are diverse.

(The Night, 92:3-4)

we; WOMEN.. ok.. just in case u don't feel u're a woman, yet ladies. *LOL* anything.. girl.. female... we're important! we're in the MDG (Millenium Development Goals)!! we're in the 5th place. what say you? ;) ok. that MDG especially for mothers, it's related to maternity. XD u do wanna be a mother, am i right? he. ok. u're not if u're a male. =.=

sacred position of mothers. :)

women in the eyes of men... how men look at women? it depends on how the women themselves view themselves. :) here's the analogy of durian and cucumber.. ok.. i dun really remember 'bout this analogy. XD ostrich attitude. i forgot bout this three. u may google it.

our baseline is 165 if it's interpreted based on ESQ model. the ego should be lowering, and the izzah should be enhancing. :)

women are like the sun... why? because sun is one of energy sources. :)

sakinah = mawaddah + rahmah

after dr. har's slot, we went up to the plenary hall. Dr. Maszlee Malik was on the stage. i like his English speech. :D it doesn't sound too Malaysian. kui. okayy~ it's about Unity in Diversity. i didn't really jot down something during his speech since when i got to be in the hall, it's already half of his lecture. :)

afterwards, we'd Boona Mohammed's performance. hmm.. then Sh. Navaid Aziz's lecture again. his topic was Our Youth the Foundations of an Examplary Community. there're number of things in a list... and in his page,

Here are 10 ten topics you should discuss with your potential spouse before you get married. Keep in mind that you are looking for compatibility and not a direct replica of yourself (Seriously, what fun would that be? :P). 1- Religion, 2- Finances, 3- Family, 4- Education, 5- Kids, 6- Employment, 7- The future, 8- The past, 9- Habits and hobbies, 10- Health. Also please read the link below.

http://muslimvillage.com/2011/10/27/15806/10-ways-to-avoid-marrying-the-wrong-person/

*ok. frankly speaking i'd lost my interest to share... but i will finish this draft till the end!! o yeah! o yeah!

ok. finance. earn money... don't keep only for yourself!!! spend them in the way of Allah! ;)

ok. Sh. Hussein Yee again after that. hmm... i didn't really focus. ok. i just can't recall. :( but then, there's 'bout answering salam... :) and

la dhirar wa la dhirar..

next, Dr. Bilal Philips; Education for Life, not for Living. do u understand? u're studying ICT is not because u want to really earn money from it. do u get it? :D

seeking knowledge is religious obligation. make-up our mind now!

Proclaim! (or read!) in the name of thy Lord and Cherisher, Who created- Created man, out of a (mere) clot of congealed blood: Proclaim! And thy Lord is Most Bountiful,- He Who taught (the use of) the pen, -Taught man that which he knew not.

(The Clot, 96:1-5)

they're useless knowledge too. hm... :) and his words;

gynecology; men don't go!
engineering; women don't go!

last part; goal of education is for???

APPLICATION

:)

convey knowledge.

next; Sh. Alaa El-Sayed with his topic; Exemplary Women of the Past.

love them for the sake of Allah! :) ; u'll be with who you love.

power of love, i would say. :D

this lecture, haha. men and women were smashed!! why? ok. look at Khadijah. when Rasulullah p.b.u.h (s.a.w) received the first wahy from Allah via Jibril... he went home.. there, Khadijah comforted him. relate to our life,

women (Wives), does your husband run to you or run away from you?

then,

fathers were asked... do your children run to you or run away from you?

:)

next; Sh. Yahya Ibrahim. :) the title was Allah's Beloved.

three main points;

inspire others
make a change
connect with Allah

then, dr. Tawfiwue Chowdhury with the topic, Allah in the Hearts, World in the Hands + The Balanced Nation (wasato?)

:)

Ye are the best of peoples, evolved for mankind, enjoining what is right, forbidding what is wrong, and believing in Allah. If only the People of the Book had faith, it were best for them: among them are some who have faith, but most of them are perverted transgressors.

(The Family of 'Imran, 3:110)

p/s: i'll try my best to share 'bout my next experience; 1k1

p/s2: i was disappointed when my favourite author's comment opposed mine. huahhhh~ :( *gedix

p/s3: i'll try my best to update current life too.

p/s4: i'm quite ashamed for the contest at the facebook i'd joined.. err.. b'coz it enquires me to mencapub... @.@

p/s5: changing name and profile picta at facebook made me feel 'young' again. it brought me to that zone (baca: daerah itu) again... =)

p/s6: just finished Nuansa Kota Merah. this piece of Khairyn Othman is very different from Zahrah de Tigris and Dame Zoete Sarah. too long with the historical... XD but, i too felt like touring Granada in two different times! (baca: zaman).

p/s 7: this entry has been drafted for almost two weeks in the notepad!

p/s 8: mlmh stands for mu'allimah which means teacher. :)

WW4

perhaps, a good ending caused a better start (part one)

it's a good holiday. ok. i rather type it's the best break i ever had, even i'd been whining it's bored in the first 4 weeks of it.

the first four weeks i was searching for something until i wrote previous entry. damn meself. ok. the purpose of this entry is to share something good for me
which are Twins of Faith (TOF) and Himpunan 1000 Jiwa and 1 Hati (1k1). :)

Dec 23rd, 2011
i departed to KL with my family (ayah, ummi, 'Ali, Muhammad and yummy). we arrived PJS 7 around at 9 p.m.

Dec 24th, 2011
Lala, Yiba and i were dropped at KTM station at Setiajaya. we're late. bianata for AI and family for being waited for us. hu. we're fetch by AI (her mother drove us). we arrived PICC at 10 a.m. or few minutes after 10. met mlmh Sakinah and mlmh Noraini (she'd moved to Kedah!) at registration counter. oh. the moment i was at the parking lot, that was where my handphone began to be not with me. hu. alhamdulillah, i wasn't clumsy (or what) over it. thus, that time i was sure that it's in the car.:) my sisters and i went up to Plenary hall after registered our names for workshop in the evening. i registered for two; with Raya Shorkartfard and ust.Zaharuddin. but i only attended the one with sister Raya. :D hu.

the first talk we listened to was from Sh. Aala. it's about building blocks. wait. hm. it had something to do with family. then, Sheikh related it with right for children where it leaded us to the topic of choosing spouse. :) personally, i was quite excited when he mentioned this because he told us the criteria of good spouse for women. i think i never heard about that yet, instead of i always heard about the criteria in women for men to find. am i right? ah-ha. if i'm not, then i'm not up-to-date i supposed.

the criteria for men = [2 from Qur'an (Qawiy (strong in FAITH (IMAN)) + Al-Amin (trustworthy)] + [2 from sunnah (religious background + moral)

then, we're told about

criterias for friends too; remind you of Allah, guide you to the path of Allah, speech increase your iman.

:) i also wrote,

who you told who you are.

ok, i forgot the meaning. blame me. then we're advised again to help, not to hurt and we too were reminded to remember who you are.
the next speaker was Ust. Zaharuddin, about modern economics and principles. sincerely, i wasn't that enthusiasm about this topic. err.. i listened to it though. and yet, i didn't really jot down something in my desk diary. the written words for this lecture were maqasid shari'ah and

supplication and wealth.

:)

after lunch, there was performance by Shinji Moriwaki and Mu'adz. i wasn't in the hall. -.-

afterwards, we had Sh. Navaid Aziz. Lala and Yiba like him very much. obviously he's cute in a way. ^.^ masha Allah. his topic entitled I'm Muslim and I'm Proud. i'd noted on

LOVE, MERCY AND COMPASSION, FORGIVENESS, JUSTICE, IHSAN

and three words;

Knowledge, Action, Relationship.

i can't elaborate these points since i've forgotten them. T^T

there's no paradise for those who don't have iman, not a mu'min until the person loves and no love if you don't spread salaam.

the story of Abdullah ibn Huzafah;

free a nation thru a single kiss.

after Sh. Navaid Aziz's session, we walked out to the room downstairs for the session with Raya. here, i found the same-not-good-attitude of Malaysian. we're given choices; either lecture + Q&A session or documentary (My life with Islam) show + lecture. guess which one was chosen? of coz the one without Q&A session. ha. ha. ok. maybe it's not related to the not-good-attitude because the documentary's said like quite exclusive. hu. it's the story of our sister Raya; how she left Islam and return to it. :) her session entitled Challenges for Working Mom. ha-ha. well, insha Allah, my elder sister is an architect to be in one year, my only younger sister is a nurse to be in two years, and i myself will be 'something' in three years after graduate. and we want to be a mother. ha-ha. thus, the topic is relevant for us, that's the point. yeah~ i like what Raya shared with us. hu. and i found an answer thru the talk. u remember, that in the past break, i was searching for job and i just couldn't find one. one of questions to be pondered from Raya was

can you maintain your muslim dignity at work?

:) and based on her experience of losing her children because of her workaholic-ism, she advised us to

never ever bring works at home.

it's a big NO. unless u want to lose ur family. she showed us pictures and slides... hm. Allah makes it easy for us.

Men are the protectors and maintainers of women, because Allah has given the one more (strength) than the other, and because they support them from their means. Therefore the righteous women are devoutly obedient, and guard in (the husband's) absence what Allah would have them guard. As to those women on whose part ye fear disloyalty and ill-conduct, admonish them (first), (Next), refuse to share their beds, (And last) beat them (lightly); but if they return to obedience, seek not against them Means (of annoyance): For Allah is Most High, great (above you all).

(Women, 4:34)

then, after maghrib break, Dr. Abu Ameenah Bilal Philips took over the stage in the Plenary hall. his talk was on Islamic Culture or Cultural Islam? what's the different?

Islamic culture is the culture that is encouraged by Islam to be practised by us based on the Quran and the sunnah.

cultural Islam refers to the action of practising other culture which is not in the Quran and sunnah, but then, it became synonymous with Islam.

there're four main points; pre islamic culture, adopted culture & religious fanaticists. ok, i lost one point; the third. new things i learnt; about bride-burning. then, here we're told about Islam can't be inherited. Islam means the submission to the will of Allah. just like the song Iman Mutiara by Raihan lah. :)

the last talk for the first day was by Sh. Hussein Yee. Sheikh prefers to use the term "not yet muslim" for those who're not yet a muslim because of the hadith every child born as a muslim. oh. his topic was One Faith, One Family. we're bonded by aqidah. and he kept emphasising on Islam is for all humankind. it's not only for Arab people nor only Malay nor only for slave nor anything that can discriminate us. in the khutbah wida', the prophet Muhammad s.a.w used the term ayyuhannas. Nas - people generally. then, syaitan believe in Allah and never syirik. human? hu.

I
Shall
Love
All
Mankind

Allah created us different, but we're not promoting those differences! we're one family! :)

lastly, we had Boona Mohammed performance. :)

will be continued...

bosan?

By the Glorious Morning Light, And by the Night when it is still,- Thy Guardian-Lord hath not forsaken thee, nor is He displeased. And verily the Hereafter will be better for thee than the present. And soon will thy Guardian-Lord give thee (that wherewith) thou shalt be well-pleased. Did He not find thee an orphan and give thee shelter (and care)? And He found thee wandering, and He gave thee guidance. And He found thee in need, and made thee independent. Therefore, treat not the orphan with harshness, Nor repulse the petitioner (unheard); But the bounty of the Lord - rehearse and proclaim! (93:1-11)

By the Night as it conceals (the light); By the Day as it appears in glory; By (the mystery of) the creation of male and female;-Verily, (the ends) ye strive for are diverse. So he who gives (in charity) and fears ((Allah)), And (in all sincerity) testifies to the best,- We will indeed make smooth for him the path to Bliss. But he who is a greedy miser and thinks himself self-sufficient, And gives the lie to the best,- We will indeed make smooth for him the path to Misery; Nor will his wealth profit him when he falls headlong (into the Pit). Verily We take upon Ourselves to guide, And verily unto Us (belong) the End and the Beginning. Therefore do I warn you of a Fire blazing fiercely; None shall reach it but those most unfortunate ones Who give the lie to Truth and turn their backs. But those most devoted to Allah shall be removed far from it,- Those who spend their wealth for increase in self-purification, And have in their minds no favour from anyone for which a reward is expected in return, But only the desire to seek for the Countenance of their Lord Most High; And soon will they attain (complete) satisfaction. (92:1-21)

bosan. aku teringat, ada dalam salah satu entri ketika zaman habis sekolah menengah 3 tahun yang lalu, aku pernah mengingatkan temanku mengenai kesibukan... kesibukan saudara-saudara di Palestin. hu. hu.

dan cuti kali ini, sungguh, tiada perkataan yang boleh menggantikan perkataan bosan itu. dan aku malu sendiri kerana setiap kali terdetik bosan dan ingin melafazkan dua suku kata itu, aku teringat pesanku kepada teman tersayang itu tiga tahun yang lalu. Allah kan marah kita cakap tak serupa bikin? :(

dan begitu juga samanya setiap kali mendengar lagu-lagu... kenapa? lagu yang baik-baik macam Number One For Me by Maher Zain... kau baca lirik lagu tu... if i could.. if i could... mom i'm all grown up now... ilal aakhir. aku terasa mahu menyanyi bersama VLC media player ini, tetapi tersekat. sebab sepanjang cuti ini, have i really made ummi smile? have i really put a smile on her? :(

apabila bosan... nak aje aku quote apa yang dah Rnysa quote dalam Love Ride of Hikari... cerita Hazel dan Umar... tapi tak boleh quote sebab buku tu tak ada. tapi ada satu quote aku jumpa di plain.not.

“kesibukan fisik dapat membantu banyak memutus kesibukan hati memikirkan banyak hal , pikiran yang hanya mengundang kesedihan”- Sunset Bersama Rosie, Tere Liye.

ok. mungkin isi dalam quotation di atas kurang tepat dengan topik kebosanan. tapi boleh dikaitkan, apabila anda tidak ada apa-apa untuk difikirkan dan dilakukan, maka fikiran anda akan menerawang jauh, jauh dan jauh! itu sekurang-kurangnya fikir jugak.. huhu.

macam aku, cuti kali ini, serius aku kata, terasa null. hu. sedih.

hajat awal cuti, kerja. ha. ha. tapi tak ada orang nak ambil aku kerja! serius. dan ada pulak yang boleh ambil kerja tapi tak kena dengan syarat aku sendiri la. hu. antara syarat sendiri tentu-tentulah berprinsip. contohnya tempat kerja itu waktu kerja cantek, tak sampai malam, tapi baju kerja pula bermasalah. lengan pendek. masuk dalam seluar. hu. yeaha. di institut macam tak pakai ye? entah. apabila balik rumahku syurgaku automatik lah susah nak buat benda 'lain-lain'. haha. hm...

dan sesungguhnya, apabila menyatakan bosan, aku malu kepada laron, ikan dan semut. :'(

4 minggu yang berlalu dengan malu.

antara perkara yang aku berjaya kenalpasti mengenai ke-bosan-an yang melanda diri aku adalah kerana dua benda; internet dan novel.

cuti-cuti sebelum ini, internet dapat memberikan aku satu 'kepuasan' dan meng'isi' hidup aku di rumah. kenapa? aku boleh baca blog. aku boleh update blog. aku boleh chatting. aku boleh tengok cerita. aku boleh dengar lagu. aku boleh tengok gambar. aku baca surat khabar dan isu semasa. tapi sekarang.......

aku dapati semua tu tak dapat memenuhi 'kehendak' aku. tak dapat meng'isi' aku. seorang aku yang terasa 'kosong' tidak ter'isi' lagi dengan semua tu. chatting? dah tak ada siapa sangat dah yang betul-betul sempat nak chatting. sebab ramai dah sedar tanggungjawab masing-masing. aku sendiri pun serba salah nak menyapa. nak cakap apa kalau sapa? hu. :( blog? baca blog pun terasa macam semua blog topik macam tu je? :( teruknya aku tika ini. ada juga yang menarik, tapi, paaaaaaaanjaaaaaaaaaaaaanggnyaaaaaaaaaaa! dengar lagu? semua lagu yang aku dengar buat aku lagi rasa useless... dengar lagu ni.. tapi x buat pun?!

cuti-cuti sebelum ini lagi.. biasanya aku habiskan masa dengan membaca. ya. marathon jugak novel... kali ni, banyak juga novel/genre buku lain aku belum habiskan. OK. buku yang genre selain novel memang jarang aku habiskan cepat pun! kau tahu kan? tapi novel... aku dapati jalan cerita novel sekarang teramat tipikal. hu. walaupun dulu aku merasakan novel terbitan JS terbaik~ tapi tengok juga penulis. hua. sungguh aku rindu hasil kerja penulis2 terawal JS... bukan la tak nak baca hasil kerja orang baru, tapi sebab aku rasa 'kosong' aku tu tak bertambah dan berganda baca hasil lain. hu. dan tak membawa aku ke perspektif lain. deng. aku komen macam bagus kan? hu. aku pun sebenarnya pasang niat nak berkarya... tapi, memikirkan minat membaca aku pun merudum, manakah sumber untuk jadi ilham hasil karya? hu. pemerhatian boleh jadi sumber, tapi aku bukan seorang pemerhati yang baik~ (teringat tips daripada A. Samad Said 3 tahun lalu...)

aku berazam, balik daripada mengiringi remaja-remaja adik-adikku sayang tu, aku tak nak mengeluh bosan lagi! tetapi, masih ada lagi tembok mengeluh bosan itu! hu.

padahal... masa yang ada tu boleh je aku isi dengan benda yang boleh menjadikan aku seorang anak solehah sebenarnya. boleh je aku isi dengan perkara yang mendekatkan aku ke arah membentuk seorang adik dan kakak solehah. boleh je aku penuhkan dengan anasir yang membawa aku menuju ke laluan untuk mengadun seorang tetangga yang solehah. paling penting, masa yang terlalu banyak telah berlalu itu, sebenarnya tanpa aku sedar, aku telah melepaskan peluang untuk berlari infiniti km/jam dalam mengejar ke-solehah-an seorang hamba.

segannya apabila teman bertanya, apa khabar iman?

malu lagi dan malu lagi kepada laron, ikan dan semut.

saya pengiring.

alhamdulillah sudah hari ketiga kembali ke rumah! haha. bukan kembali ke sekolah! ;p

aku juga sebenarnya telah mencari gambar banner ini sebelum berangkat untuk dijadikan DP...

pengalaman kali ini sangat menarik! kenapa? kerana saya pengiring. anda tahu, ketika saya diminta untuk menjadi pengiring, saya teringat akan syarat-syarat pengiring yang tertera pada skrin komputer yang saya baca pada blog program XPERT 2011.

Keperluan Kumpulan ( Ikut Negeri )

1. Video Camera
2. atau, Digital camera yang ada keboleh merakam Video
3. Laptop
4. Seorang Pengiring Yang Berpengalaman Dan Cekap

aku dah mengaku awal-awal, saya tidak berpengalaman menyertai program seperti ini kerana zaman saya dahulu sudah terlepas dan saya tidak berpengalaman dengan bandaraya Kuala Lumpur! saya juga tidaklah cekap kerana saya memang terkenal dengan kegelabahan saya. hampeh. tapi, syukur sangat kerana ada seorang teman saya yang dikenali sejak tadika mengatakan mahu turut menjadi pengiring! oh! satu nikmat itu! :) saya teringat kisah nabi Musa a.s. yang ditemani nabi Harun a.s. :)

saya sangat berdebar-debar seketikanya saya tiba di stesen bas sebelum bertolak ke KL. kenapa? kerana saya memang bersendirian tidak ditemani ummi. dan saya perlu berhadapan dengan ibu-ibu peserta yang bakal saya iringi! hahhh! ish~ cuak tahu! aku bertanggungjawab ke atas mereka! =.="

sampai Hentian Putra. hahaha! aku tak tahu di mana surau. =.=" tapi adik-adik tu pandai cari sendiri. :D dah besar~ haha! aku pulak yang tersalah arah. (diorg tak tahu fakta pagi itu) haha. malu. oh. aku bawak empat orang remaja perempuan dan dua orang remaja lelaki.

selepas Subuh, mari kita ke stesen STAR!! STAR? star? star? apakah? ok. menurut kakakku ada star dan KTM. amek lah star kerana lebih cepat untuk sampai ke Jelatek. berpandukan peta, cuba mencari stesen star. tapi akhirnya tak jumpa. dah nampak KTM punya stesen dulu, maka pergi je ke KTM. huhu. sangat meminta maaf kepada adik-adik comel-kacak-rock-baek tersebut.

dah tu sudah dapat tiket, aku sangat la sengal buat tak reti naik KTM pulak!!! memang malu. haha. hakikatnya dah sudah dah pun. hahaha. abaikan.

alhamdulillah. setelah yang tersalah stesen sudah kembali, selamat sampai ke SRI Al-Amin Keramat.

oh. aku memang bagi tahu ibu-ibu mereka, saya ini tidak biasa dengan KL. saya belajar di Bukit Mertajam. harap maklum. (^.^")V

maka itu lah permulaan kisah kelakar aku di KL.

masuk je kawasan sekolah, sudah tentunya mencari tempat pendaftaran. hu. hu. agak lambat mendaftar kerana rupanya bukan dua orang sahaja peserta kumpulan kami ini akan datang sendiri, rupanya tambah lagi tiga! omo~ pulak tu, biasanya aku ini jenis lupa diri, tak guna loghat kalau dah tinggalkan tanah negeri Cik Siti Wan Kembang itu. err... di tanah itu pun aku tak berapa guna loghat sangat. haha. memang lupa diri. disebabkan sudah guna loghat dengan adik-adik semua dan temanku pengiring lagi seorang, aku jadi kurang rajin nak switch lidah ke bahasa biasa. =.= ;p setelah aku bercakap beberapa patah, kedengaran komen,

"pekat nyaaa.."

=.=" aku sengih :D :D inilah pertama kali aku dengar komen sebegitu terhadap bahasa yang aku gunakan! hahaha! *bangga ;p

seterusnya, aku pun menunggu bersama adik-adik comel-kacak-rock-baek tadi bersama timbunan bagasi-bagasi kami. datanglah seseorang yang baik hati,

"dari mana?"

"kelate"

"mana pengiring?"

aku, "saya lah pengiring.." adik-adik tu bantai gelak. *rofl

memanglah gelak tak dapat dielakkan. ^-^

maka, bermulalah pengembaraan XPERT 2011. oh. aku pakai name tag. ada orang cakap,

"pengiring tak perlu pakai name tag..."

-.- aku pergi lagi ke pondok pendaftaran kali kedua menyerahkan name tag. lalala~

aktiviti hari pertama. mencari duet. hahaha. duit ejaan betul dia.

sesudah aku dan tiga orang anak buah mencari duit di warong soto berlada (sila search di Facebook dan like, aku lupa nak suruh semua orang yang gi XPERT 2011 like page dia... =.= tauke mintak... hahaha) kitorang kembali ke SRIAAKL. rupanya warong tersebut sangat la dekat! tiga langkah betul. :) aku duduk tu, ada la team lain masih mengumpul keuntungan. aku pun dengan berbaik hati membeli... :) nanti aku post kepada siapa yang aku mahu beri itu. :) yang tak boleh pergi nya... aku bahasakan diri aku 'akak' la kan dah sedar diri yang tua ini, adik yang berniaga comel itu,

"pengiring ke?"

aku, ":D ha a!"

berkenaan loghat, sesudah seharian bercampur gaul dengan orang dari pelbagai tempat, ada jugak orang tanya,

"kenapa tak ada bunyi Kelantan pun?" lebih kurang. haha. :D

ketidak-berpengalaman-dan-cekap-an saya semakin terasa ketika hari kedua di mana explorace bermula! o yeah! maka, terima kasih berjuta-billion-trillion kepada sakinahM temanku~~~ <3 sayang dia ketat-ketat! (sungguh aku geli dengan gaya bahasa ini. hahaha)

ketika explorace inilah... makk~ budak2 ini tak berlari pun. jalan je. aku ini pulak terlebih bimbang mereka ketinggalan dengan sukarela menunggu mereka berjalan ke hadapan. =.=" dalam hati nak je aku nyanyi lagu lenggang kangkung. hua3. dan tiba-tiba aku merasakan diri ini memang peserta sejati walaupun aku sebagai pengiring. hahaha. dan aku tak tolong mana pun diorang buat task. ;p sebab aku kan pengiring? :p task diorang memang la mencabar dan task yang aku selalu gelabah. haha. tak pe. ini program mereka, bagi mereka rasa! (jahat kan aku? :P)

sampai satu checkpoint, ada pula yang mempersoalkan aku sebagai pengiring. =.=

aku, "nak tengok i/c ke?"

dah memang i/c je pun yang ada dengan kitorang... tak boleh pergi komennya,

"91? keciknya."

aku, "=.=" apa boleh kata? tak perlu kata apa-apa. senyum. haha. ;p

tapi ada respon seorang peserta yang aku paling tak boleh terima bila ingat, budak tu bantai ketawa ketidakpercayaan bahawa aku ini pengiring! dang! wangi sungguh~ hu. hu. hu.

xplorace tersebut, team kitorang team terakhir sampai~ hua3. mendapat tepukan gemuruh. oleh kerana tiada sesiapa mahu menjadi orang pertama masuk dewan, aku pun berjalan dengan penuh gemuruh dan selamba. =.=" bak kata adik Atiff, explore. tak race pun.

malam itu, selepas briefing mengenai video making, kitorang khidmat diri. kemudian, pukul 11 baru berkumpul dan pindah gambar daripada beberapa buah kamera kepada satu komputer dan pilih gambar pulak untuk letak dalam video. penat tunggu diorang! =.=

dek kepenatan xplorace juga, ramai tak lalu makan termasuk aku. haha! dua suap je makan. esoknya tambah dua tiga suap pagi. tengahari sebelum balik, tak sampai separuh. tak pernah lah selera aku merudum begitu sekali! selera berpindah kepada Sakinah! ;p

akhirnya, si Sarah tidak tidur langsung sehingga hari terakhir. haha. penangan video. Nadiah dan Amalina juga tidak cukup tidur. hari terakhir, dalam dewan baru terbitkan (baca: publish) video. hu. hu. aku teman aje diorang, tapi tidur nyenyak dengan Munirah! ^.^ Madihah, Linie dan Nafisah dengan Sakinah di tempat yang lebih proper. itu geng-geng penunjuk jalan; Linie dan Sakinah. haha.


banyak lah benda yang aku dapat dan belajar sepanjang bekerjasama dengan Sakinah dan adik-adik comel-kacak-rock-baek ini serta fasilitator-fasilitator yang berpenat lelah serta peserta-peserta yang matang-matang. ;p ribuan terima kasih dan jutaan kemaafan terutama kepada Sakinah kerana yang saya selalu ada je soalan. video di bawah menceritakan perjalanan team yang hebbak ini~ phewiit! (aku juga tidak berapa suka akan gaya bahasa ini kerana macam tak senonah)

one word: OSEM!

insya Allah tahun depan nak cuba jadi pengiring lagi! [^-^]V

"Barangsiapa berhijrah di jalan Allah, niscaya mereka mendapati di muka bumi ini tempat hijrah yang luas dan rezki yang banyak. Barangsiapa keluar dari rumahnya dengan maksud berhijrah kepada Allah dan Rasul-Nya, kemudian kematian menimpanya (sebelum sampai ke tempat yang dituju), maka sungguh telah tetap pahalanya di sisi Allah. Dan Allah Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang" (QS. An Nisaa 4:100)

(yaitu)orang-orang yang mengingat Allah sambil berdiri atau duduk atau dalam keadaan berbaring dan mereka memikirkan tentang penciptaan langit dan bumi (seraya berkata): "Ya Tuhan kami, tiadalah Engkau menciptakan ini dengan sia-sia.Maha Suci Engkau, maka peliharalah kami dari siksa neraka."(QS. Ali 'Imran, 3:191)