"can you please give it a thought again?"
just only this sentence, twisted my heart... say it i'm not sincere. say it i'm doing for people. say it anything you or me myself might wanna say. it's
Responsibility or Sacrifice, i chose Escape.
escapism is always the best way to run away from... conflicts and problems? i'm loving it though. ^__^ yeah. i'm weak. i'm never strong at this kind of thing.
thus, the right choice to choose actually to be Responsible. insya Allah, i'm making up my mind. Allah loves people that take responsible of what they're responsible on, right? ^___^
it's my duty to be responsible. i'm a muslim. ^_^
it takes a sentence to change a decision
it takes a sentence to make a decision
that's how i acted these past few days...
keep telling the heart, it's okay, homecoming is sooner!!
and two days ago, i laughed with ummi on the phone! ^-^
sacrifice... don't follow the heart when it's not really a sacrifice. it's not sacrificing my happiness, it's sacrificing the bad me inside. ^-^
may Allah bless us, sisters who'd been my dartboard;where i throw my darts away... alhamdulillah for your presence. =)
when i'm escaping, i call it sweet escape to comfort myself. >.<
but, i know, i can do things on the spot. i just can change my decision without thinking twice. when that decision is pasted in me, but, when the decision is also written in HIS AL-MIGHTY book, i can say nothing at all. :)
O thou man! Verily thou art ever toiling on towards thy Lord- painfully toiling,- but thou shalt meet Him.
(The Sundering,84 : 6)
Say: "O Allah.Lord of Power (And Rule), Thou givest power to whom Thou pleasest, and Thou strippest off power from whom Thou pleasest: Thou enduest with honour whom Thou pleasest, and Thou bringest low whom Thou pleasest: In Thy hand is all good.Verily, over all things Thou hast power. "Thou causest the night to gain on the day, and thou causest the day to gain on the night; Thou bringest the Living out of the dead, and Thou bringest the dead out of the Living; and Thou givest sustenance to whom Thou pleasest, without measure."
(The Family of 'Imran,3 : 26-27)