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random no. 3

17. i actually intended to post a dedication entry for yummy, yesterday. happy belated bday sister. :) our prayers always with you sister. just letting you know that you have your own significance/effects in my life, in a way i can't describe and you mayn't realise. :)

18. i just... i'd looked wrongly at the calendar when someone's telling me her important date! oh my! lucky me. i will be with her, insya Allah. ;)

19. kids. i don't know how to tackle them. :( yeah. i prefer to handle secondary school students rather than primary school students. i told the interviewer that time!!

20. May. many things that i wish can be remembered by me all the time actually happened in May. kohf. kohf. omo..

21. i advised myself to not looking back behind me. but, i keep looking back. i found that one my school buddies once said to me to come to her home when i passed my driving license. i'm now a competent driving license holder... thus, to go to her home will be in my list.

22. still remember my randomies no. 8? i found this, yesterday.

23. another duckcapture from facebook.

24. no events outside my hometown. err... i meant. no TOF this year. no Himpunan 1000 Jiwa 1 Hati this year. TOF - obviously no extra budget. :P boo at me. meanwhile, 1kJ1H is about the date. 31st December will be the first date the office gonna distribute new room keys for hostel residents. so, i wish i would be the first person among the residents at the third floor since i want to be the first person opening the reserved room. hahahah.

25. kitchen project. durian crepe!!! please suggest me instant whipped cream brand that is easy to be found in Kelantan specifically. or u can suggest me the best brand for the milk that will be delicious making whipped cream. i hope ur suggested brand won't be in the boycott list. =3

26. sew. i wish i can learn using the sewing machine. ummi's making me skirt. ahah! i like! i just wanna learn to sew a baju kurung manually using hands. i am serious. if u know anyone willing to teach somebody young to inherit her talent, please tell me. i am willing to spend my holidays with her!!

27. this advertisement is for anyone  living in Kota Bharu. please come.

ok. that's all for this entry. my randomies. ahah.


penampar di hari selasa.

Malaikat yang memikul Arasy dan malaikat yang berada di sekelilingnya, bertasbih memuji TuhanNya; dan beriman kepadaNya; serta mereka memohon ampun bagi orang-orang yang beriman (dengan berdoa merayu): "Wahai Tuhan kami! RahmatMu dan IlmuMu meliputi segala-galanya; maka berilah ampun kepada orang-orang yang bertaubat serta menurut jalanMu, dan peliharalah mereka dari azab neraka.

"Wahai Tuhan kami! Dan masukkanlah mereka ke dalam Syurga "Adn" yang Engkau telah janjikan kepada mereka; dan (masukkanlah bersama-sama mereka): orang-orang yang layak di antara ibu bapa mereka, dan isteri-isteri mereka, serta keturunan mereka. Sesungguhnya Engkaulah jua Yang Maha Kuasa, lagi Maha Bijaksana.

"Dan peliharalah mereka dari (balasan) kejahatan-kejahatan (yang dilakukannya); dan (sebenarnya) sesiapa yang Engkau pelihara pada hari itu dari terkena (balasan) kejahatan-kejahatan (yang dilakukannya) maka sesungguhnya Engkau telah mengurniakan rahmat kepadanya; dan yang demikian itulah kemenangan yang besar (nilainya)". 

7 . Those who sustain the Throne (of Allah. and those around it Sing Glory and Praise to their Lord; believe in Him; and implore Forgiveness for those who believe: "Our Lord! Thy Reach is over all things, in Mercy and Knowledge. Forgive, then, those who turn in Repentance, and follow Thy Path; and preserve them from the Penalty of the Blazing Fire!
8 . "And grant, our Lord! that they enter the Gardens of Eternity, which Thou hast promised to them, and to the righteous among their fathers, their wives, and their posterity! For Thou art (He), the Exalted in Might, Full of Wisdom.
9 . "And preserve them from (all) ills; and any whom Thou dost preserve from ills that Day,- on them wilt Thou have bestowed Mercy indeed: and that will be truly (for them) the highest Achievement".

(surah al-mukmin/ghafir, 40) 



random no. 2

we'll always love You. hu.

that's number ten.


11. jet lag. yeah. even i'm not studying abroad, when i return home, since the 'eid Fitr break few months ago, i tell myself, i am jet lag in my hometown. the first thing i jet lag is the road system. yada. due to the construction and city development.. Raya break, that time, i just  missed that one junction had turned into a one-way road. this time, i found that i just forgot the traffic light near my school old building. from a way, that road, you can't turn right, i just did last week Sunday. then, near a road to go to my primary school, divider appeared to be there. o my. lucky me that i didn't think to do something crazy like at the traffic light!

the second thing is prayer time. in the Northern part of Malaysia, i recognised that, there, we got prayer time later than in Darul Naim. hmmm... so, i was quite... i just need... it's like... like this... when i live in the Northern Part, i will prepare myself for dusk at this time, but in my hometown, i just need to be earlier. aha. jet lag. ok? although it's just minutes that differ, still, am jet lag. :P

finally, the weather. now, i'm writing about the weather. at the hostel, i lived at the third floor. the hostel surrounded by hills. oh. it's down the hill, in a way. surrounded by green scenery though one of the hills now brown-orange. bald. so, i'm saying, there, i was comfortable. with the temperature in the room. ok. nice. outside the room, on the ground, my skin still felt the pain by sun light ok?  when i arrived home for this break, i found that, at night, it's just too hot. o my. too warm. yes. after near one week, i told ummi. then, ummi answered me that we have less trees around our home now. and, when i was typing about my jet lag toward the road system just now, i just realized, the development actually contributed to the temperature changes in my home, too, right! so, my pride to look at the road building decreased. i love nature more.

12. boycott. i support boycott. i was trained educated about boycotting israel since i was young; as far as i remember, since i was in early secondary school. and i have my faith in boycott. last evening, ummi and i fetch Momo at KB. then i was like looking forward to see the condition of McD in our city... ummi told me, we don't have McD in Kota Bharu. it's moved to Wakaf Che Yeh. i asked, even in Tesco, no McD? ummi said, no. ok. that made me relieved. and am proud that KB has no McD. pfft.
 we are not Tesco's customers either. am proud of it.
ok. after i googled McD in KB, i just forgot other places. KB Mall. -_-" hahaha. boo. Jalan Tok Hakim. Taman Sekebun Bunga. ding dong. ah!! *frust*

13. kids. i really want to practice myself to be communicating with them. but, i found that i can't perform with people who knows my family members. i can't perform when i'm near my family. i don't know. but this syndrome is getting on my nerve more more more and more when i'm getting older. not only regarding of communicating with kids la, anything about performing my skills or anything in the same meaning or scope. am sorry.

14. DnT. i just feel these entries;

15. i found that Rudy Hirdy's pieces; Aku Bukan Nabi, Dia Bukan Nabi are like male chauvinism? hehe. but, i like the story. :)

16. visit Iman and her baby girl named Aisyah! oho. 2 A.M. tomorrow, they're going back to Jordan. have  a safe journey Iman and her baby and her mother. :)



random no. 1

these captured my sight that day. subhanallah.
blog. just to tell you, i'd changed the font type for two blogs of mine. i just feel like to be more formal.

i went to Selangor for three days. Rawang; Rawang Perdana 1 & Kota Bidari. Bandar Seri Putera.  i wish i could have gone  to Taman Tasek. :'|

i had browsed one of next year course proforma on the first day i arrived home. (>.<) i found the topics are not my cup of tea. again. rabbuna yusahhil.

today, after or before going to riadhah with my sweet akhawat, i saw Syed Abdul Kadir Al-Jofree. ok. i only know him through TV and internet. so, i googled his name. ok. now, i know why he's here, in this city. :)  

i was in the MPV with ummi, ayah, 'Ali and Junaid. we're on the way to Rawang. Muhammad asked me,
"Yah, do u know the meaning of Al-Bayyinah?"

i was... yada. i couldn't answer that question! what a shame. and, that just meant for me to seek for knowledge more and more. ummi saved me. ummi answered the question. *cry*

i am giving up on driving. and yes, i found it's irritating to drive when i don't have my passengers' trust in me. either trust for my driving skills or for how i make the wheel moving (using the vehicle).... i too can't really drive properly when i am disturbed emotionally. when i find you are doubting my driving, i won't drive you. sorry. yes. i'm dependent to your trust toward me. so, please don't ask me to drive when you don't trust me in any aspect.
yeah. i found two types of people speaking of this thing. i won't elaborate here. b'coz ain't whining~ it's some kind of frustration. yes. i am that person who's easily frustrated when i find human don't trust me. no, i don't blame you.

books influenced me. so much. much. much. i maybe a reader who takes points in a book bluntly. but, i believe that the author doesn't simply write. so, authors out there, if you find me reading your book, please take my words, i trust you. ok. there're writers i don't really believe in. yeah. when the story is just illogical. the plot is not well planned. typical. over-loaded with fantasy. then, i can't accept that. ok. i'm criticizing you, writers!! shoot me now.

parents should be aware that children are influenced by them. parents, people who have custody to take care of any child should be aware of their influence. the way the parents/guardians act toward their spouses too affects the child, it may not be physically, but mentally and emotionally. thus, be careful. the child maybe a toddler, kid, teenager or even an adult.

i captured this tree. when my akhawat arrived to fetch me, one of them captured the picture of this tree  too.
i asked her, why this tree?

she gave me simple answer, interesting.

before i captured this, i was thinking about this tree. yes. just like the sister  said, it's interesting.

for me, it's interesting as the (believe me, i just googled to know parts of tree) trunk, branches look dry. isn't it? but, it still producing beautiful flowers. at the tip of the branches. high. looking up to the sky. it's just, masha additional, there on the ground surrounding the trunk, that is the house of termites...

i tried to link the condition of the tree to my current life. to myself. urm.

that's all.

happy holiday! (to me :P)

insya Allah, will be updating more entries. :)