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20121230

the end.

today is the last day am at home. for 2012.

this time, i felt like i'm repeating a phase in my life in the past. i meant, this semester break.

that was because of the people presence at home.

the same siblings were present.

yet, many other differences that made it not similar with the past.

we'd grown up. physically. emotionally. mentally. educational-ly. unluckily, we'd grown older in the age. heh. attitude-ly, too, maybe.

the scenes happened seemed similar yet not the same as growing up involved one process, we call it as 'change' in a word.

insya Allah i will update another random entry at new room at the hostel tomorrow. :)

what i LOVE about being upstairs or 'kayangan' is the shines of the sun, the green of the scene from above, the clouds in the sky from the view 'kayangan'...

Junaid, the adorable boy since he's a baby with his charming smile. he's gonna be in the hostel as a secondary student. i was so excited about him and the sixth brother just because we share birthday month in Greogrian calendar, in the Hijr calendar we're each in Syaaban, Ramadhan and Syawal respectively. =p

may Allah bless. may it be counted in reaching His blessings and mercy. 

i don't break your wish. as you wish, i'll do it.

20121229

of DCs no. 3

20120906 captured from FB. eliciting Yiba beside Aman on the left. hahah. Amad's departing to KL.look at the chubby boy wearing glass, nerd, right?? haha.

20121221 i heard from two dads something about daughters. one is that his daughter would respond better to her friends. two is that his daughter don't know how 'bodek' her father. he.he.he.

20121221 let's smile.

20121221 let's be forgiving toward others no matter what, it's for the sake ourselves in searching for Allah's mercy and blessings.

20121221 am struggling..

20121221 true. it seemed similar about me when i was new to a place, then i just entered another place just earlier than few of my friends and i knew how they felt as the later comer, that i didn't want them to feel what i felt.

20121221 beauty. everyone loves it.

20121222 dushhh!!!

20121223 T________________________T

20121223 i'm taking this again.

20121226 i will.

20121226 hehhhh... hatred with knowledge.  nice.

20121226 the best reminder is death.

20121226 to ponder upon.

20121226 adey. the moment i read this, i was like, so i should delete my blog? deyy~

20121226 but beware of what you are reading... :)

20121222 dush. dush.

am waiting for a transport return home to go somewhere. am already LATE. and i HATE to be LATE. 
i was hit by words i spit. about riding the public transport. =P serve me right. PADAN MUKA.
tomorrow.. am going back to the campus. yuhooo. new room. i'll update random tomorrow insya Allah.

20121222

waving flag




lyrics:

when i get older i will be
stronger they'll call me freedom
just like a wavin' flag

when i get older i will be
stronger they'll call me freedom
just like a waving flag
and then it goes back (3x)
ahhho ahhho ahhho

born to a throne
stronger than rome
but violent prone
poor people zone
but its my home
all i have known
where i got grown
streets we would roam

out of the darkness
i came the farthest
among the hardest survivor
learn form these streets
it can be bleak
accept no defeat
surrender retreat
(so we struggling)
fighting to eat
(and we wondering)
when we will be free
so we patiently wait
for that faithful day
its not far away
but for now we say

when i get older i will be
stronger they'll call me freedom just
like a waving flag
and then it goes back (3x)

ahhho ahhho ahhho

so many wars
settling scores
bring us promises
leaving us poor
i heard them say
love is the way
love is the answer
thats what they say

but look how they treat us
make us believers
we fight their battles
then they deceive us
try to control us
they couldn't hold us
cause we just move forward
like buffalo soldiers
(but we strugglin)
fighting to eat
(and we wondering)
when we will be free
so we patiently wait
for that faithful day
its not far away
but for now we say

when i get older i will be
stronger they'll call me freedom
just like a waving flag
and then it goes back (3x)

and then it goes when i get older i will be
stronger they'll call me freedom
just like a wavin' flag
and then it goes back (3x)
ahhhooo ahhhoooo ahhhooo

and everybody will be singing it
and you and i will be singing it
and we all will be singing it
wo wah wo ah wo ah

when i get older i will be
stronger they'll call me freedom
just like a wavin' flag
and then it goes back (3x)

and then it goes when i get older i will be
stronger they'll call me freedom
just like a wavin' flag
and then it goes back (3x)
a oh a oh a oh

when i get older
when i get older
i will be stronger

just like a wavin' flag (3x)
flag flag
just like a wavin' flag

20121221

of DCs no. 2

20121215 - have faith.

20121215 - that-the-past. effort is the key. with the faith.

20121215 - to be a latifah is one of my ambition these days.

20121215 - parents and children.

20121215 - the heart.

20121216 - the BIG picture overlooked.

20121216 - yeah. i should let go of the feeling earlier. yes. i was the person who's hard to let go of something. even i was left behind i still chased them. oh. am tired now. exhausted, perhaps. physically. not spiritually. insya Allah am chasing you in my du'as buddies. :)

20121216 - ha-ha. simsimi. too many people teaching you uh?

20121216 - haha. adoyaiii...

20121216 - i can't resist the way simsimi responded to the word "melaka". haishh...

20121218 - my 30-minuta status. alhamdulillah. :)

20121220 - ^_________________^" lifelong debt.

20121220 - father and children.

20121221 - yeah. i just realised this from that point of view in the September.

20121221 - urm...

20121221 - time is never ours, i would say.

20121221 - it seemed unreliable since it's quoted  from Korean artist. haha. nevertheless, i have to take this for myself since i am learning to smile the best. =D

20121221 - i don't really understand the words.. but i think i will understand them in the future. so i'm keeping them in this blog. :)

20121215

of duckcapture(DC)s no.1

my third elder sister was under pressure, i gave her this picture to make her smile. she did smile she told me. ^_^ yes. she's die-hard-fan of Sami Yusuf









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