thinking of the past,
there're some; full of aversion
there're some; unwanted to be remembered; embarrassing
there're some; forgotten
most of the time, i do want to forget everything.
sometimes, am grateful for the past.
thinking of the future,
going on with the flow; unsure
and, i have the present.
i do wanna cherish the present
without tracing back to the past
without foreseeing the future
in a phrase; without worry
and, yes, worry ends when faith begins.
at some points,
the yesterdays i want to forget; because of today,
the tomorrows i am afraid of; because of today,
doubting my self; looking for the tangled parts i didn't untie and did overlook; self-checking.
to repent is the best way to mend,
to know that i live to die,
to apologise to release the guilt,
to forgive to let go,
to live for Him,
the journey has winding ways.
He knows best
in the past
in the present
in the future