rasa yang terindah.

rasa yang terindah? apakah?!!
sebahagian lirik dari keheningan malam - hijjaz.


*aii... rasa cam nak taip lirik aje!!! tidak~*

ok. pertama sekali, aku dah lama tak plug in aku punya charger.


ya. bateri dah nyala kaler kuning sebelum merah. dalam tempoh masa dua bulan lepas,
aku selalu pesan kat adik-adik form four dan form five pasal charger. tajdiid niyah.

*falling away berdendang*

apa yang berlaku hari ini, kerana apa yang telah berlaku semalam. omo... rentetan peristiwa semalam.

apa yang berlaku.. yang sudah, sedang dan akan, semua itu dengan izin Allah s.w.t. itu mesti yakin!
err.. habis, kenapa aku elak lembu? dush~~


tadi, pergi bandar. seorang diri. sesungguhnya aku tak suka pergi beli apa-apa pun seorang diri. he.


aku pergi sana dengan menaiki bas awam. aku sungguh suka bas awam! sebab murah. dan di negeriku ini, bas memang berpendingin hawa.
sebaik sahaja bas berhenti di destinasi yang tuju, *apsal terdengar2 lagu destinasi siti nurhaliza ni?*
aku seperti lipas kudung aku turun daripada bas. keluar dari abdomen bas.

tiba-tiba, seorang kanak-kanak lelaki menyekat aku dari meneruskan langkahku yang laju dan kalut.
aku berpaling melihat wajahnya.

suaranya, "minta derma..." sambil menunjukkan senaskhah yaasin.

aku, menyelongkar poket kiri overallku, bersuara, "sekolah lagi?" *aku lupa dia angguk ke tidak*
jariku sudah mencapai objektif dalam poket. objektif tersebut bertukar tangan.
aku menggosok bahu kirinya dan suaraku, "belajar rajin-rajin."

aku meneruskan langkahku yang laju dan kalut tadi.
aku juga tertanya sendiri, kenapa soalan itu aku ajukan? kenapa ayat itu yang keluar?
wajah budak itu terlakar diminda.
bersilih ganti dengan wajah Ali dan Muhammad. 'aini kabur.


akhir sekali, my assignments aren't finished yet!!!

august 2009.

aug 2nd - D.O.B azim sekolah rendah
aug 3rd - D.O.B nadia sekolah rendah (tersilap wish semalam. )
aug 4th - D.O.B ihsan classmate f1-f3
aug 5th - patutnya tarikh test dengan JPJ!!!
aug 6th - momo neechans! and encik faiz...kan? ho. ho.
aug 7th - mehyra and doc hanif + tarikh penceraian malaysia dengan singapura.
aug 13th - zaki classmate f1-f5.
aug 15th - izni 'aqilah a.k.a eznehyung!
aug 16th - fatin amirah classmate sekarang.
aug 21st - ROQ. siti's anniversary.
aug 22nd-aug31st - CUTI!!!!
ramadhan 3rd - ahmad ibrahim.
aug 25th - azeem and izzat.
aug 31st - piJah. ^-^



oh. my management week story. ehhem. management week is orientation week at my institute.
yes, it was in the first week we're there.
most activities were indoor ; in the hall.
i was anxious. i was nervous. i was afraid. haha. why?
the main reason is, there, we're in formal attire. uh. i'm not that formal.
however, to not be a troublemaker nor rules breaker nor find troubles, i followed all the instructions i read in the offer letter. i left my sneakers in its box. i wore the black shoes i'd worn on the interview day. i wore kurung baju. i wore black socks. no colourful. no more white scarf. i wore the scarf that match my baju's colour. i registered myself by myself. haha.
the academy before, i left all the things to ayah. yes, i'm a dependent person. i realized that this time.

along the management week, we're given 2 chalks each person as "barang amanah". mine fell and broke on the second night. whoever broke the chalks were given other thing. we got bricks!
on the fourth day, they 'lighten' our burden. they gave us "biskut mayat".
everynight we're 'tortured' except the third night.
the fourth night, they 'tortured' us again. i ain't . just fed-up , i might say.
the climax was here. hahaha! there're seniors who acted as freshies. it was like this.
as usual, before we return to our room, we've an 'assembly'. the fourth night, they-seniors who managed to arrange our orientation week-announced that a handphone lost. err... had been stolen by someone. they shouted to us. "baru hari ke berapa dah mencuri... bla3.. bla3..."
then, the so-called victim stand in front of us. after several minutes... maybe 30 minutes, a person admitted. the 'pesalah' was brought to police station... (kononnya.) by a car.
at the same time, there's a name list. the names in the list 'kononnya' blacklisted. a brother called those names.
diorang pun tensenkan kitorang. bla3.. bla3... nak maafkan ke diorang yang dah buat salah ni...
bla3... kitorang pulak bangunlah beramai-ramai nak bela kawan kitorang. diorang bidas balik... mane korang percaya? baru berapa hari duduk sekali...
then semua kena duduk. kecuali yang bersalah tadi.
lepas tu, kereta tadi balik kembali. yang mencuri itu pun keluar. tak lama, kitorang diarahkan pejam mata. semua. sekali.
kedengaran, "happy birthday to you! happy birthday to you! ...."
"bukak mata! bukak mata!"
my eyes were blurr. he.
one of the brothers said, "salahkan kawan-kawan korang. sape suruh lahir minggu ni... hahaha!"
ade ke?
nama-nama yang kena panggil tu rupanya birthday boys and girls.
barisan pelakon diperkenalkan. pelakon wanita tak ada rasanya.
segalanya yang diorang-seniors- telah lakukan sepanjang minggu itu adalah lakonan semata-mata.
except certain parts. hu. hu.
am telling you, this is my first orientation week ever in my life. hu. hu.
that's all.

ehm. kali ni memang sya'aban sudah muncul. rejab sudah berlalu. ramadhan sedang datang.
rejab has gone. sya'aban is here. ramadhan is coming soon!

semoga dapat manfaat.

self, pergi siapkan kerja sekolah!

ai. ai.

rindukan chargerku.