just one.

only one task i've done lately. however, i've improved myself. i've read preface in the literature book. just the preface? i'd read several short stories indeed during previous semester. but, never read the preface before. i would like to share with you a sentence in the preface.

...: to expand students' appreciation of literature and to suggest the many possibilities for self-discovery that literature offers.

i remember mr. genga. my lecturer for 'English Studies'. this subject is about literature. ha. ha. jika dikenang saat bersamanya dalam kelas... kelakar! the first class, it's ok. i didn't fall asleep. second class... until the second month, i can't hold my eyes anymore! haha. the first time i fell asleep in his class, i apologized to him. the next next class? hurnm. i didn't apologize anymore. still, the guilt is hanging over my heart.

mr. genga always repeat this sentence, "literature teach you about humanity. how we deal with our life.. (bla3)..." something like that. ha. ha. thus, because of his sentence, i keep forcing myself to get 'possessed' in literature. haha. omo. i'm quite interested in literature.

o yeah. the task i've done is article writing. that's not part of my study in the institute. it's one of my commitment i've to commit with - the CARE. well. i chose to be there, so, i've to do whatever it comes. bla3. dah mula mengarut.
k.put asked me to read sirah. since i'm reading two books now, i want to finish those books first. then i will force myself to read sirah. insya Allah. am thinking about ayah's words. about two things. naah. i'm not going to tell about them here.

i didn't attend mc10's sister's reception. momo has gone to gombak. ahmad has gone to his hostel. i forgot that ahmad's break is not like others. i was hoping that he'll be around during my break! haha. why? it's joyful to have a talk with him. bla3. ye la tu. having a fight pun sangat la best! yiba'll seat for her PQS paper today in the evening afternoon. pray for her. also for other candidates.

i'm infected by yiba. playing fish isle on facebook. -.- crap. infected by momo too. playing jungle jewels.

these are the books building i mentioned in the previous post.


these files are my works. social studies, language development, language description, English studies, co-curricular. oh. so many of them!


these are the books i'd brought in my bag from the institute! they're very heavy ok? the green book is the book i'm talking about in the above paragraph.

this is the firs book i finished during this break. -.-

the second book khatamed by me. haha. i don't really understand this novel. it's more interesting than the novel above and below, but it's that. i don't really understand the message. yeah. it's in Indonesia Language~ the place setting is in Spain. Granada. Albacyin (lebih kurang macam nilah ejaan. x rajin nak gi check). the time setting is undefined. i will read it once again. maybe. aha.

this is the third novel. i finished it yesterday. -.- typical story by alaf21.

o yeah. there's another novel! haha. four novel i've finished? this is not an improvement!! empat novel yang dibaca secara lompat-lompat. haha. not interesting enough. andalusia's story above is interesting, but the problem is about the language.

ok. you should make a checklist. it's already three weeks. -.-"

c.a.r.e.

c.a.r.e? C.A.R.E? c.a.r.e? C.A.R.E?

omo. it's a name of a non-government organization. urm. omo. why am i tal typing about this? my task about CARE is not finished yet. he. he. k.Muna assigned me the task. dush. it was last week. supposed to be sent by today (mengikut perkiraanku la). i had the references. but, it's very hard to say no to my pillow... my bed... to the narita... the blanket... ha. ha. it's hard to say no to those books too. i had built a building using the books i wanna read! haha. still, i read those on the rack apart of the building. i want to snap a picture, but i don't know where the camera is. and i'm reluctant too. ha.

about 4 days ago, chatted with maryam. just wanna know the meaning of jawa (or java?) sentence in her facebook. -.- i remembered echa, my quartersmate before, "napata kuriheng?" hehe. and asma'. "amit amit". then she asked to guess. i don't know the language. i failed. she 'denda' me to read do'a rabithah. the thing is, after that, i found a book at ayah's work area entitled "Syarah Do'a Rabithah" Saudaraku, Kuhadirkan Wajahmu dalam Do'aku by Muhammad Lili Nur Aulia. i don't finish reading this book yet. ^.^

samihah is gonna have the JPJ test on the same day with me. she's taking the test for second time. omo. i'm nervous. takut... a. ha.

apa lagi nak tulis weih?

hahaha. nak taip entri panjang-panjang la. why? sebab sidebar kat tepi tu lebih dari entri. jadi nak entri saksama panjangnya dengan sidebar! hahaha!

yesterday, i had edited the blogs i'm following. after delete there, add here, there're 100 blogs i'm following! terer ah.

i had edited the sidebar as well. can you see what have disappeared? few things. if you can guess the right things, i will give you... nak bagi apa? tak ada apa-apa.

hurnm. i have laughed many times here. ah... ops..

yesterday ummi was on via googletalk. ummi chatted with me. yes. ummi chatted with me. ha. i don't know what to ask to ummi. furthermore, she thought i was yiba. haha. yiba was on too using our elder sisters' old-thick-authentic acer. hahaha. laughing again. i should keep away from computer. since i don't know who should i chat with via YM. what are beneficial things i can do via facebook, friendster, blog? haha.

o yeah. about my previous skill (what the...?) school. the A.I.S.S. it has been a very long time too i don't visit it. i saw a picture in Anis's camera, there is a pavement (is it really pavement? the bricks... i don't know what is the real name is). ha. teachers park their cars there.

ok. i will close (--") end this entry with CARE information.

CARE ( Campus Environmentalist ) — adalah komuniti penggerak (aktivis) yang terdiri daripada mahasiswa/i IPT yang menumpukan kepada gerakkerja pendidikan, pemuliharaan dan pemeliharaan alam sekitar. Aktivis CARE akan membentuk satu keorganisasian yang mampu untuk mengupayakan diri dan masyarakat serta berkesedaran tinggi dalam konteks mengenalpasti masalah alam sekitar, mencari sumber dan punca masalah, bertindak dan memikirkan tindakan yang dirasakan wajar atas permasalahan atau isu yang timbul serta menyedarkan masyarakat luar tentang tanggungjawab bersama yang harus dimainkan bersama dalam usaha mencapai kehidupan yang sejahtera di atas planet bumi yang satu ini.
source : http://care[ai][pi][ti][bi].blogspot.com/

so long.

o yeah. it is two weeks already i'm home. i had cooked caramel pudding. i had cooked ntah-apa-apa-punya-ayam-and-beef. ha. ha. several days ago, i threw garlic, onion, into the kuali. followed by chicken (chopped), oyster sauce, ketchup (read: kicap), white and black pepper. it's delicious. he. he. today, i threw garlic, onion again into the vision. then, i threw the beef (chopped) and water. then, i put cabbages, serai, ginger, limau purut. hahaha. i put the serai, so that i can taste it's taste and smell it's scent. but i put it very sedikit. ha. (vocab teruk!) the ginger, i don't know why the heaven i put it. limau purut, for the taste and scent too. (ada ke guna word scent? --") and yiba ate a slice of limau purut!!

that's all.

so short. ;p

drive yourself.

after a long time i left my driving class, and my driving trial at home-without a legal permission, last morning, i started to drive again! huh.
i was very nervous.
it had been about 6 months i didn't go to Kotaraya. if i crossed it with my family, i didn't recognize and realize that much. yes. i remember i was on the road with my dad during my sister - yiba's MRI (Majlis Restu Ilmu). maybe just that once until today.

after two persons, there you go, it's my turn! the two girls before me were born in the same year with me. ha. ha. my peers. they are having their semester break and continuing their driving class just like me. they are Sara and ... i didn't ask her name this one. Sara is a pre-teacher trainee just like me too again, ha. ha. but in Ampuan Afzan campus. she's in Social Studies. another girl is currently studying in UiTM Machang in banking. Sara is was also a student in ummi's school. ho. ho.

Sara's story was interesting. she had taken the JPJ test before she register either in UniKL or AFc. however she failed the test and has to repeat the test. that's the reason she was in the car with me. mean while, the other girl, i'll call her Kak Long since she's the first child, was finishing her final hour to be tested by JPJ. Sara told us her experience during her previous test. before the test, she was hoping to get a female examiner. her hope became true! but, not very considerate. ha. ha. today, she is hoping that she will get a kind-easy to make us pass the test!- examiner. Kak Long and me agreed.

about myself, as usual, after several minutes i sit in the car, my eyes got heavier... heavier... until i lost in my own world. the unconscious world! ha. ha. sleepyhead uh? i don't know.. i don't really know the exact reason for my sleeping habit in my teacher's car! i was fully sleep during the trip back to home. and cikgu asked, "kenapa selalu mengantuk?" i was not really awake that time. i just grinned and agreed to the time for the next class. then, i walked home.

oh yes. Kotaraya has changed a lot! less tree. less seat bench. more space for motorist circuit. ho. ho. i quite enjoy watching those motorists on the circuit.

what else? talked to two sisters. one is graduated from a university in Terengganu. the other one is a teacher in Sarawak. ha. ha. the one who is a teacher told us her story in Sarawak. about how did she get the pose in Sarawak and she get married early. she has been teaching in Sarawak for two years. she's just 23 year-old. well, now i know that i can choose the place for posting. from the sister's story, if i don't really want to be there, either Sabah or Sarawak, please don't ask for it! kui.

omo. today, Aya has moved to KL with her family. when i rewind my memories with my friends, i feel like, how can they, now, just playing in the mind? just in the virtual mind? now, we are splashed into various places in the country and world. in the North part of Malaysia. West. Egypt. Jordan. hu. hu.
and, am very grateful to internet. ha. for making us possible to keep in touch. though, with this internet we do not keep in touch that much. still, we know. we have a better 'talian hayat'. it is du'a. the prayer. we still can keep in touch through our prayers. so, Always Say A Prayer!

currently reading three books. my reading interest has been decreasing nowadays.
this disease is dangerous. i'm rewatering my desire in reading back. yes. i'm trying my best. all the best!

okeh.

pen off.